I had the flu this week. Being sick SUCKS! I had not appetite for several days, had a fever, etc… No. Fun. But today is Wednesday. It is my weigh day. So I went and got the scale, stripped down and, I lost 11 lbs. Awesome! RAH! RAH! Yes happy dance! I would not necessarily suggest that this is by any means a good way to do it but then I go someplace dark…. Is it sad that I wish I could maintain that kind of loss and be at my goal in 4 months? I know it is crazy and would be unhealthy too. But just thinking about it makes me cry….. I mean I would be well past my Son’s wedding day goal, and at my final goal weight. I can picture it.
I Know, I Know… It’s not realistic. I will continue to lose weight. I will continue to find healthier ways of doing things. It is just going to take time.